it just occured to me that this affair I have is rapidly going downhill
like we see each other three days in a row and instead of having decent sex we end up eating ALL THE FOOD and spooning and shit and while the natural reaction of a romantic would be cheery I think I’d rather get laid instead
I have a sneaking suspicion that a lot of people don’t like my personality, but I’m having such a good time just letting it all (my personality) hang out that I don’t even care.
with some people socializing is so fucking exhausting
ok we talked for an hour now I’ve got to lock myself up in my room for at least 3 days